Teeny G

just read my rant from last night. was clearly pissed off. regret nothing though.

I’m sorry but I have got to rant..

..and if feels like I can’t do it by talking it, facebooking it or tweeting it as people will just get the wrong end of the stick and think I’m on about them.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately and have came to the conclusion that a person I consider to be one of my best mates is the worst kid of mate.

By that I mean..I put up with a lot of things that are said to me from her and I shouldnt have too.

The word ‘we’ comes up a lot.

WE should go the gym as WE need to tone up.

I do need to tone up but it was never a problem for me not to be toned before you brought it to my attention.

WE need to go out and WE need to pull a bloke and get him to buy us drinks so WE don’t have to spend any money.

No I don’t go out and get lads thinking I’m interested just so I don’t have to spend anything. This is probably why I’m skint. I don’t mind it. I’m not the one who has a few lads txting me ‘supposedly’ doing my head but still txting them back anyway.

WE WE WE WE WE.

I don’t like someone taking there own personal insecurities and problems and making them someone else’s just to make themselves feel better.

I don’t like being told I’m boring because I don’t want to drink one night.

I don’t like being told to ‘let loose’ to find a boyfriend or to ‘experiment’ as I’m young and it’s fun.

I don’t like being told that I’m embarrassing someone. If your my friend you’ll never be embarrassed by anything I do.

I don’t like being told to ‘let it go’ when I’m pissed off about something.

I don’t like being told ‘it was a joke’ when I catch someone talking about me behind my back. If it was a joke then say it to my face. Let me laugh too.

I don’t like being told I’m like a bloke because I drink beer, enjoy the football or have a short hair cut.

I don’t like being told to do something because it’ll be fun when I clearly am not comfortable with it.

I’m not desperate for attention for agreeing to go for a drink with guy even though I don’t like him romantically.

I don’t like being told how to manage my own money.

I don’t like being told that I have no excuses to do something just because I haven’t got work the next day. If I don’t want to do something don’t push me.

I don’t like not trusting that when I ask for an opinion on something that your being honest with me and not getting me to go along with some to make you feel better or me to look stupid and more than likely get hurt.

And I certainly do not like being told that I can’t ‘compare’ something bad that has happened to me in my life to something that’s happened in yours just because you think your life if more important.

I could go on and on and on. But I won’t. I’m boring myself.

Arrrrggghhhhhhhh.

So confused about who my real friends are from the fakes.

I guess the next couple of weeks I’ll see a lot and hopefully have a clearer idea about it all.

:(

Boyfriends/relationships are meant to be the problem makers. Friendships are meant to make everything so much easier.

PS If the above makes no sense then I apologise…

I think I should start using this more often. Spesh as I can’t seem to say anything on Facebook or twitter without people pounding me with there opinions. Sometimes I just need to let off some stream! :)